Deborah Bayer

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Persephone

This poem first appeared in the anthology Still You: Poems of Illness and Healing, edited by Joan Baranow, published by Wolf Ridge Press, 2020.     Persephone   Before I could push a button, the doors closed. I went into free fall, but the cables caught. When the doors opened, the hallway ran black before […]

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Concrete Square

Hello again! Two and a half years into the pandemic, starting up again feels like a resurrection of sorts. But I have good news to share. Next year, in the Spring, is the launch date for my first published collection of poems, a chapbook titled Rope Made of Bandages. Preorders will begin later this year, in

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#AtoZChallenge: Z is for Zooming Out

Anger Blessing Cancer Desire Everyday Forgiveness Grief Happiness Introversion Joy Kairos Little Gidding Midpoint up the Mountain Nontraditional Medicine Other People Quiet Reading List Sleep & Social Distancing Teaching Until Finally Voice Writing Xenophile Yearning Zooming Out My posts for April have been a fractal image of the journey itself, of the transformation I have

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#AtoZChallenge: Y is for Yearning

In the closing posts of my A-to-Z Challenge, I’m exploring the yearning that made me want to do this challenge, and I’m zooming out, widening my perspective to see what I’ve written about in the month of April. The yearning is for completion of the transition from the physician life to the writing life. In

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#AtoZChallenge: X is for Xenophile

In this time of increasing xenophobia, I’m advocating for xenophilia. But not in the sense of embracing other cultures, although that’s important. I’m thinking more in the sense of what Buddhists call “Beginner’s Mind.” When I’m able to be mindful, even mundane, ordinary things become strange, new, and different. By cultivating curiosity, I find painful

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V is for Voice; W is for Writing

This week, I bought a pair of noise-cancelling headphones. They were expensive, but I told myself they were an investment in my life as a writer. Well, okay, I bought them in a moment of irritation when my husband wanted to listen to music when I needed silence. Such is the life of social distancing

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#AtoZChallenge: U is for Until Finally…

The 22 Rules of Storytelling, according to Pixar include the following formula for a successful story spine. Rule #4: Once upon a time there was ___. Every day, ___. One day ___. Because of that, ___. Because of that, ___. Until finally ___. This rule has helped me work to make sure my memoir has

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#AtoZChallenge: T is for Teaching

The opportunity to teach or get taught comes up multiple times a day if I’m paying attention. The process of writing my memoir is a great teacher. Last Tuesday, I felt like I made a breakthrough in how to write a scene. I submitted the scene to my coach, and I waited excitedly to get

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#AtoZChallenge: S is for Sleep & Social Distancing

Like many of you, I’ve been trying to stay productive during this time of social distancing. I’ve tried using block scheduling, which my left brain loves, but my right brain rebels against. I love the challenge of finding a balance between polarities: masculine/feminine, right-brain/left-brain. This blog post from Jocelyn Glei helped me find a balance

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#AtoZChallenge: R is for Reading List

Since I’m working on a memoir, I’ve been reading a lot of them. These are the ones that have strayed into my path in the last six months. Inheritance: Dani Shapiro writes a moving story about the emotional stages of learning her father was not her biological father after she submits a DNA sample to

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